
- CollegeCentral Saint Martins
- CourseBA (Hons) Fine Art
- Graduation year2025
"4Square" is a surreal work of autofiction and world-building—a short film that explores identity, displacement, and the weight of expectation through the mythologized lens of a childhood playground game. The protagonist, Hero, is a perpetual winner in Foursquare—a simple elementary school game that becomes a battleground for deeper existential struggles. The film mirrors my upbringing between countries, caught in an emotional "middle place," torn between the pressure to succeed and the longing to simply exist without pretense.
When Hero finally loses, the crushing weight of maintaining his image as a victor becomes unbearable. In a dramatic act of surrender, he performs harakiri—only for his wound to burst open with a flood of dodgeballs instead of blood. He confronts the inescapable truth: he cannot outrun his limbo. His journey culminates in a haunting ascension.
The film’s soundtrack weaves together fragments of memory, blending church organ renditions of "Dark Fantasy" with a youtube cover of Richard Hawley’s The Streets Are Ours (famously featured in Banksy’s Exit Through the Gift Shop), creating a nostalgic yet uneasy atmosphere. Hero embodies my struggle—clinging to false facades, hiding behind a tuxedo-print T-shirt and an air of insecure arrogance. His opponent, wearing a hoodie that reads "Great Valley" (a place that doesn’t exist), represents the version of myself that has learned to embrace imperfection and find peace in stillness/nothingness.
"4Square" is a meditation on memory, childhood anxieties, and the bittersweet realization that our past selves were never failures—just learning how to survive. In the end, Hero’s ascent isn’t defeat, but an acceptance that some battles were never meant to be won.
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